I’ve an Excellent Reason for Keeping a Vibrating Sex Aid in the Top Drawer of my Writing Desk 🍆

I’m a believer in a well researched approach to storytelling. If a character experiences something critical to the narrative, the author should, at the very least, understand the mechanics of said activity. However, being disappointingly unfamiliar with the modern landscape of sex toys, the following paragraph in Love and Happiness required an authentic understanding that only hands-on research would supply. To be honest, I have never anticipated manhandling a juddering jackhammer at eleven o’clock on a Tuesday morning, but such are the labours of a writer committed to the Art of Literature.

Harriet picks up her wand, twists the base, then twists to the second level. Oh, I see. An unexpected increase in intensity commands Harriet’s complete attention. She twists to a third level, grips the shaft in the palm of her hand. This now makes a lot more sense. She twists again, and as a numbing sensation creeps up her forearm, Harriet begins forming new plans for the remainder of the evening. She twists again, begins to fret, then twists to the maximum level. As Harriet struggles to retain control of the juddering jackhammer, her mind becomes entirely consumed in a whirlwind of absorbing ramifications and shocked disbelief.

Love and Happiness G.I. James

While the imagery of Harriet being physically overwhelmed by her new wand provides a moment of levity, the reality within the pages of Love and Happiness is far more poignant.

For Harriet, masturbation isn’t an act of hedonism, but an anaesthetic employed against mental distress. When the weight of Lucas’s chaotic life or the haunting echoes of her childhood become too loud to bear, she turns to the physical to silence her nightmares – a sensory overload designed to drown out the unmanageable realities of a life spent in the margins. In Harriet’s world, pleasure is a byproduct of her desperate need for silence.

Experience Harriet’s full journey in search of Love and Happiness.

👉 Order Love and Happiness – G.I. James, from your favourite bookseller or directly from m2mbooks.com

👨🏾‍🎓 Lessons Learnt from our Founding Year as an Artisan Publisher

Our first year in business, establishing Margin to Margin Books as an independent press, has been nothing less than a baptism by fire. A period of steep learning curves, incredible highs, some losses, and the kind of mental and physical exhaustion that only comes from laying the foundations of something substantial.

As we battle into our second year, I’ve been reflecting on the hard lessons learned by M2M Books over the past twelve months. Here is the unvarnished truth about our one-year journey from novice publisher to literary infrastructure.

  • 🥃vs📚 Reality Bites: Undoubtedly, the primary lesson and biggest eye-opener has been discovering that selling expensive rum to hollow-legged punters (my last job) is infinitely easier than selling books. A tenner for a decent drink? – that’ll do nicely! £9.99 for a fascinating book? – a far trickier proposition.
  • 📖 The Physicality of the Craft: Our second hard lesson was a tangible issue: the covers of our first print run were beautiful, but too thin. My excuse, the cardstock samples arrived the morning after I’d pushed the print button. Without doubt, future editions and titles will all have heavier covers, so if you want to get your hands on these exclusive first editions, editions that will be worth fortunes in coming decades’ Antiques Roadshows, you’ll need to get a wriggle on.
  • 👨🏾‍💻 The Irony of the Professional Reader: A bittersweet reality has been the loss of literary leisure. When my eyes are constantly scanning manuscripts for rhythm, structure, and submission potential, the commitment required to get lost in a book for the sake of it begins to evaporate. Furthermore, my own creative output has narrowed to essays and blog posts. My writing is no longer reactive and freewheeling; it has become limited to the machinery of this artisan press.
  • 💰 Publishing – Difficult and Expensive: There is no easy mode when you are doing things independently. Publishing is not about sifting for books we want to publish, ideally, we would publish many more of the submissions we receive. Economic reality dictates that publishing revolves around deciding which few manuscripts we can afford to get behind and turn into physical books.
  • 🚦Visible Pathways: The first year confirmed our core mission: the importance of providing a visible pathway to publishing for marginalised voices. For many writers from marginalised communities, the literary world feels like an impenetrable fortress. By being an independent press that is active, vocal, and accessible, we show underrepresented writers that there is a seat at the publishing table for them.
  • 👴🏾 Hard Truths: I’ve also had to face a personal reality: I’m no spring chicken and don’t have quite the same energy I used to. But this isn’t a sprint; it’s a marathon that requires careful pacing and a clear-eyed view of one’s own limits – exactly the same process as writing a book.
  •  🏝️ No Project is an Island: Success in the publishing industry cannot happen in a vacuum. Success is won through partnerships (like our growing relationships with Aberystwyth UNESCO City of Literature, Books Council of Wales, Literature Wales, The Cambrian News, the National Library of Wales), through the support of our readers, through bookshops like Ystwyth Books and Waterstones, and through the amazing community of writers who trust us with their work. We are part of a powerful and fast evolving ecosystem, and we thrive when we support one another.

Looking Forward: We’ve absorbed these lessons; the thin covers, the importance of partnerships and providing pathways, the late nights; and are now fully focused on pouring all this hard-won wisdom into M2M Books’ future titles.

Support the project by grabbing an exclusive ‘thin-covered’ first edition of I Zig and I Zag and Love and Happiness. Buy from your favourite bookshop and online (Kindle editions available📱).

Or, if you have a manuscript in need of publication, check out our 2026 submission guidelines.

Until next time, keep reading, keep writing.

Gareth James – Chief Reader M2M Books

📱M2M Books Kindle Launch: Special New Year Discount on Flagship Titles

At M2M Books, our mission for 2026 is set: we exist to publish great writing for marginalised audiences and to amplify authentic voices who refuse to perform for mainstream expectations. We are an artisan press who also understands the value of a well-curated digital library.

The Invitation

To celebrate the beginning of our second year of operation and our new creative home in Taliesin, we are opening a seven-day discount window to make our flagship titles more accessible to our global community.

🌍 International Readers: We know shipping physical copies overseas is a challenge. By lowering the price of our Kindle editions, we are offering our global community a frictionless way to access the M2M Books catalogue. Whether you are in Nairobi or New York, you can download these titles instantly at the same special rate 🇰🇪🇺🇸

From 8:00 a.m. today, Wednesday 7th January, until Wednesday 14th January, we have lowered the barriers for everyone.

The Featured Titles

Love and Happiness – G.I. James (£1.99/4.99) A pacy exploration of the destructive nature of adoption and the relentless pursuit of identity. This is a debut novel for those who understand what it means to search for belonging in an untrustworthy world.

I Zig and I Zag – Poetry Anthology (£3.99/9.99) An essential multi-community collection bringing together an extraordinary chorus of poets. This anthology invites you to embrace the zigzagging pathways of life, finding value in the margins we all encounter.

Why an Independent Press Matters

When you purchase a title from an independent press, you aren’t just buying a file or a stack of paper; you are facilitating the next project. You are ensuring that unique voices like Masaka Madeda, Eric Ngalle, and Rosalind McCullain have a platform that isn’t dictated by mainstream expectations or the diversity calendar.

This isn’t a clearance sale. This is our calculated move to get these important new stories into as many hands as possible as we begin an exciting new chapter. So please share this opportunity.

How to Join the Library

You can take advantage of these special discounts via Kindle. The window closes in seven days.

Together, let’s make 2026 the year for telling our stories our way.

Gareth James – Chief Reader M2M Books

The First Page of a New Notebook 📔

A top-down photo of an open notebook on a wooden desk. On the left blank page, '2026' is handwritten in ink. On the right lined page, a tan and orange pen rests next to a blue elastic bookmark.

🎵 So Fresh and so clean clean 🎶

I am famously agnostic about Christmas; never been one for tinsel and forced seasonal sentimentality. Not enticed by New Year’s Eve; the noise and the performative countdowns; seen it all before. But I still get super-excited by the first working day of each New Year – a motivational springboard of intent. Happy New Year!

So, while most of the rest of the world remains in recovery mode, I have already flipped open this new year like the first page of a brand new notebook (so fresh and so clean clean). Energised by the potential of many unknowable narratives that will be etched into reality over the coming twelve months.

A massive drawer marked “January”, for the past few months, has been a convenient vessel to shove many arduous tasks into. Ambitious ideas, complex manuscripts, and every “we’ll get to that” email, hidden away for a later date. Today (cos it feels like a Monday), that drawer has been tipped onto my desk, set out neatly, ready to be engaged with.

📚 Looking Back – Moving Forward

The final months of 2025 were a whirlwind of activity for M2M Books:

The Launch: We brought into the world our first multi-community poetry anthology, I Zig and I Zag by Masaka Madeda alongside other diverse poets, and debut novel, Love and Happiness by G.I. James; a pacy narrative exploring adoption and identity that has already begun to resonate.

The Transition: We bade a fond farewell to Irie’s Bar; a space that fuelled our early energy; and have transitioned our operations to Taliesin. This move represents a shift into a more focused, dedicated environment where we can nurture the next wave of M2M Books’ authors and titles.

Our Digital Home: We revamped our publishing website m2mbooks.com. We stripped away our necessarily hurried first attempt to create a boutique space that better reflects the quality of our authors.

💪🏾 Hopes for 2026: Publishing beyond the diversity Calendar

Throughout 2026, the M2M Books’ mission is to encourage writers from diverse backgrounds to move beyond the diversity calendar; to compose texts for their own communities; to resist defaulting into explanation and performative suffering for largely disinterested mainstream audiences.

This year is about building permanent internal libraries for a range of marginalised communities. We want to publish more books that uplift communities and refuse to fit into any predictable mainstream box.

The desk is set, the notebook is open, the pen is poised. Let’s get to work.

✍🏾 Join the Journey

If you have a manuscript that belongs on our desk – a story, poetry, or nonfiction written for a marginalised community – our submission window is always open.

Let’s have a great year!

Gareth James – Chief Reader M2M Books

Publishing Beyond the Diversity Calendar

Marginalised writers are customarily employed as a form of seasonal window dressing. There is a month for every identity, a short period when a few representative authors are invited to perform their trauma for a curious public; a fleeting moment when the publishing industry undertakes a desperate bit of box-ticking and then reverts to its default settings. This is not a picture of positive publishing; this is opportunistic virtue signalling.

M2M Books has no interest in tokenistic diversity calendars; not interested in marginalised communities being offered up to the mainstream as seasonal decoration; consigned to the loft for the majority of the year; writers finding themselves exactly where they were before the brief flurry of activity; out of sight, out of mind; exposed and unsupported; publishers immediately racing on to the next marketable trend.

And in these occasional periods when publishing houses appeal for diverse manuscripts, they are often looking for a specific kind of trauma narrative composed for the Hay Festival demographic. They want to publish the Racism or Homophobia 101 explanation; a comfortable self-serving product drafted for the gaze of the well-meaning liberal. Literature of misery and existential justification.

So, while the industry awaits the next political trend to dictate what is marketable, our mission remains fixed. M2M Books is committed to curating robust literary infrastructure for a spectrum of marginalised audiences – an Internal Library that will remain available and active 365, year after year after year.

This is why our submission window does not close when a heritage month ends. Our submission window remains permanently open; the urgent need for the literary fortification of under-represented communities does not have time for an off-season.

What Submissions are M2M Books Looking For?

We prioritise the complex, the authentic, and the internal; literature that will resonate with marginalised communities, rather than books that beg the world for permission and understanding. We want to publish fiction, nonfiction, and poetry that offer solace, resilience, and intellectual armour to our various marginalised communities in an increasingly hostile political climate.

Sanctuary for the Serious Writer

If you are a writer who is tired of being treated like a seasonal guest, a case study, spokesperson, or representative of your community, M2M Books is your sanctuary. We are not looking for your anger or suffering to be used as an educational tool for others. We are looking for your literary craft to be deployed as fortification for your own community.

This important work continues. We are building something permanent. We are building for ourselves.

Gareth James – Chief Reader

Taliesin’s Legacy: Positioning M2M Books in the Historical Continuum of Welsh Literature.

M2M Books’ relocation to Taliesin, just a few miles up the road from Aberystwyth, is as inspiring as it is serendipitous. We find ourselves geographically as well as philosophically positioned within the historical continuum of complex Welsh literature – learn more about Taliesin the Welsh Bard.

But this adventure, however scenic it may be around here, is not some romantic Celtic jolly. The not un-terrifying undertaking of closing Irie’s Bar in order to establish a publishing house is a committed transference of everything.

I do this because M2M Books has become the unavoidable extension of a belief, an argument, that there should be far more fiction and nonfiction published for (as opposed to about) marginalised audiences.

But this daunting project is not entirely doom and gloom, we have a few things in our favour to provide us with a little confidence:

  • Support: The immediate, crucial backing from our mentor and distributor, the Books Council of Wales, who recognised from day one the fundamental difference between ‘for’ and ‘about’ when it comes to literature and marginalised communities.
  • Synergy: The move to Taliesin provides not only literary and poetic inspiration, but also offers a synergetic and fascinating aspect to these early steps of our publishing journey.
  • Global Mandate: Aberystwyth securing UNESCO City of Literature status and how the genesis of M2M Books played a small part in that massively significant achievement. All eyes on us. All eyes on mid Wales.

M2M Books believe the experience of marginalisation requires an immediate and multi-genre response, demanding the highest level of literary craft across the board – nothing less than this total response stands any chance of rebalancing store and library bookshelves with more literature aimed towards marginalised communities.

This total commitment to diverse literature is why M2M Books remains permanently open for submissions of all genres for marginalised audiences (Fiction, Nonfiction, Poetry, and Children’s books). So, M2M Books invites authors to submit manuscripts aimed at marginalised audiences now or at their leisure.

We shall delve deeper into M2M Books’ submission requirements next week. Please share our invitation with other authors you know.

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Speak soon,
Gareth James – Chief Reader


Full Submission Guidelines: m2mbooks.com/submissions

Dream to Reality: Publishing Diverse Voices

Sixteen months back, when we first conceived the idea for M2M Books, our mission was immediately clear; to publish exceptional writing that resonates with marginalised audiences. Our dream; to establish a publishing business where diverse voices would be heard, cherished, and celebrated.

Today, that vision becomes reality. We are delighted that M2M Books’ debut titles, Love and Happiness and I Zig and I Zag, are gracing bookshelves, both in bookshops and online. Stories no longer confined to our imaginations, but out there in the worldwide marketplace, available for readers like you to discover and enjoy.

Bookshop.org – https://uk.bookshop.org
Waterstones Online Bookshop – waterstones.com

We are now eager to read your reviews of Love and Happiness and I Zig and I Zag.


M2M Books remains open for submissions of fiction, nonfiction, children’s books, and poetry. Our work together has only just begun!

Our Debut Novel in a Real Bookshop

We spotted within Ystwyth Books’ social media that G.I. James’s debut novel, Love and Happiness, was among this month’s selection of ‘New Books’. Ystwyth Books is apparently ‘the best bookshop in Wales’ – we think that stocking Love and Happiness can only bolster this claim. 📚

As this is the first of our offerings (that we know of) that is available in an actual real genuine bookshop – can’t lie, properly exciting – definitely a significant and exciting milestone in the evolution of M2M Books. Obviously, I parked my cool self, sprinted to the top end of town and snuck an inspiring peep. 🏃🏾

Both of M2M Books’ debut titles are available to order from Ystwyth Books and all other UK bookshops (plus Amazon). If you are overseas (or prefer reading Ebooks), for now, you can grab yourself the Kindle editions by following these links:

If you spot either of our books out there in the real world, please post to your social media and tag M2M Books or email us at info@m2mbooks.com – we cannot get enough of this sort of excitement! Also, cannot wait to read your reviews!


About Love and Happiness 📖

Don’t mess with Harri! This pacy debut novel by G.I. James revolves around the formidable Harriet Bush, a mixed-race adoptee growing up in the North West of England. As a child, with important truths concealed by adoption laws, Harri can only imagine where she came from – as an adult, she gets to fill in some crucial pieces.

Love and Happiness is a raw and poignant exploration of the destructive nature of adoption, the relentless pursuit of identity, and the struggle to find a place in a world that feels untrustworthy and unwelcoming. Will Harriet be able to reclaim her sense of self and find the affirming love she so desperately seeks, or will the shadows of her past consume her?

Publication Day!

Yesterday, being the day before M2M Books Publication Day, felt a lot like the day before a well-prepared-for Christmas; calm, not a great deal to do, primarily wondering what critical issue we missed.

But time waits for no man, and here we are, today, officially publishers!

This means that you can now get your hands on M2M Books’ beautifully written and beautifully produced debut offerings from:

Ebook/Kindle editions:

Our official books launch event is being held at Irie’s Bar, Aberystwyth this evening (Thursday 25th September 7pm).

Hope you can join us.